For a while now, Jason has wanted to find some piece of art to go over the cut-through between the kitchen and living room. We looked at lots of options, but since the wall is shaped weird (not very tall and very long), we had a hard time finding something that would work.
Jason's coworker recommended we look for nursery decals from a company called Dali Decals. While looking for those (more on that once I post nursery pics), we found a decal we liked for our living room -- a dandelion.
It's actually pretty easy to install. You map out how you want it to look on the wall. Then, you peel off the backing paper and stick the transfer paper to the wall. They provide you with a plastic "squeegee" to press the decal onto the wall, and then you oh-so-carefully peel off the transfer paper.
The result:
Yes, each of those seeds is an individual decal. It was a bit time-consuming, but I'm really happy with the results. I better be, because I'm certainly not going to take it down any time soon!!!
Wednesday, July 31, 2013
Tuesday, July 30, 2013
Consider the Ravens
For those of you who have never met me, I'm a bit of a control freak. I want it to be all about MY
plans and MY agenda, and sometimes God needs to remind me that I can't always be in control.
I received this email this morning:
"I just got a call from your long-term substitute. She is no longer available to sub (she was offered a full-time job as a lateral entry teacher). Do you know of anyone else?"
I was a ball of emotions -- happiness for the sub (she's been trying to get a lateral entry position for a while now), disappointment (she had been such a good fit), panic (how are we going to find a sub -- a GOOD SUB -- in time?), frustration, the list goes on and on.
The Lord knew what He was doing when he made Jason my husband. While I'm an emotional person (ecstatic! angry! jubilant! bummed!), he remains level-headed 99% of the time. The only exceptions to that are when he is in traffic or dealing with a poorly-made website. Even when we found out we were having a boy (something Jason really wanted), he just sat there smiling. No happy dance, no woohoo, just a smile. Anyway, God paired us together so that Jason could constantly pull me back in off the ledge of overreaction.
J: This is not your problem.
M: But they're my kids!
J: It is the state's problem. Your job is to have a baby. They'll figure things out.
Wise man.
In Jason's office at work, a small corner of his dry erase board simply says, "Consider the ravens." He keeps it there as a reminder to him of Luke 12:24-26:
"Consider the ravens, for they neither sow nor reap... and God feeds them. Of how much more value are you than the birds? And which of you by worrying can add one cubit to his stature? If you then are not able to do the least, why are you anxious for the rest?"
He says this message reminds him that no matter what situation he faces, God's looking out for him.
We're studying God's will right now in Sunday School class. God's will can be divided into three separate parts:
Providential Will -- What God is going to do no matter what
Moral Will -- God's commandments, His guidelines for right and wrong found in the Word
Personal Will -- His will for our individual lives, guided by the decisions we make
God knew my original long-term sub was not going to be the individual who actually started the school year for me (providential will). He knew she would get the full-time position and decide to accept it (personal will). He knows who my new sub will be (providential will). My job is to "consider the ravens," panic less, and trust more (moral will).
plans and MY agenda, and sometimes God needs to remind me that I can't always be in control.
I received this email this morning:
"I just got a call from your long-term substitute. She is no longer available to sub (she was offered a full-time job as a lateral entry teacher). Do you know of anyone else?"
I was a ball of emotions -- happiness for the sub (she's been trying to get a lateral entry position for a while now), disappointment (she had been such a good fit), panic (how are we going to find a sub -- a GOOD SUB -- in time?), frustration, the list goes on and on.
The Lord knew what He was doing when he made Jason my husband. While I'm an emotional person (ecstatic! angry! jubilant! bummed!), he remains level-headed 99% of the time. The only exceptions to that are when he is in traffic or dealing with a poorly-made website. Even when we found out we were having a boy (something Jason really wanted), he just sat there smiling. No happy dance, no woohoo, just a smile. Anyway, God paired us together so that Jason could constantly pull me back in off the ledge of overreaction.
J: This is not your problem.
M: But they're my kids!
J: It is the state's problem. Your job is to have a baby. They'll figure things out.
Wise man.
In Jason's office at work, a small corner of his dry erase board simply says, "Consider the ravens." He keeps it there as a reminder to him of Luke 12:24-26:
"Consider the ravens, for they neither sow nor reap... and God feeds them. Of how much more value are you than the birds? And which of you by worrying can add one cubit to his stature? If you then are not able to do the least, why are you anxious for the rest?"
He says this message reminds him that no matter what situation he faces, God's looking out for him.
We're studying God's will right now in Sunday School class. God's will can be divided into three separate parts:
Providential Will -- What God is going to do no matter what
Moral Will -- God's commandments, His guidelines for right and wrong found in the Word
Personal Will -- His will for our individual lives, guided by the decisions we make
God knew my original long-term sub was not going to be the individual who actually started the school year for me (providential will). He knew she would get the full-time position and decide to accept it (personal will). He knows who my new sub will be (providential will). My job is to "consider the ravens," panic less, and trust more (moral will).
Monday, July 29, 2013
Another Look
When it comes to photo trips, Jason and I have "done" the Triangle. Name a place people take photos (particularly nature photos), and we've probably been there at least ten times. On July 4th (yes, I am just now posting about July 4th), we wanted a place where we could take photos without dealing with large crowds. I thought about going to NC State. After all, even the summer school classes get the 4th off, so the place should be pretty deserted.
One of my favorite places on campus is the Free Expression Tunnel. After doing a bit of Wikipedia research, the tunnel (which connects Central Campus dorms to North Campus classroom buildings) was first built in 1939 and was first painted in the 60s. It is a place for student organizations to advertise, for graffiti artists to show off their talent, and for people to voice their opinions (no matter how controversial). In 2006 (my senior year), they renovated the tunnel, making it a bit more user-friendly.
Jason and I have photographed the tunnel countless times. Here are a few of my photos from 2010:
One of my favorite places on campus is the Free Expression Tunnel. After doing a bit of Wikipedia research, the tunnel (which connects Central Campus dorms to North Campus classroom buildings) was first built in 1939 and was first painted in the 60s. It is a place for student organizations to advertise, for graffiti artists to show off their talent, and for people to voice their opinions (no matter how controversial). In 2006 (my senior year), they renovated the tunnel, making it a bit more user-friendly.
Jason and I have photographed the tunnel countless times. Here are a few of my photos from 2010:
When Jason and I went on the 4th, I tried to think of some different way to photograph the tunnel. After all, I've been there, done that. Instead of wide shots, I decided to "bring it in" and take some close-ups. What I found was pretty beautiful...
thick swirl of paint |
As Jason and I continue visiting the same places over and over, hopefully I'll come up with other ways to take another look at things that seem old news.
Friday, July 26, 2013
Return of Roger
Last summer, Jason and I enjoyed our "pet" deer (a deer that seemed to spend lots of time in our yard) so much that we named him Roger. You can read more about Roger here and here. This year, Roger returned and though we now know that Roger is a "she" rather than a "he" (hard to tell last year when he was a baby), we're sticking with the name.
Before you skeptics speak up and say "How do you know it's the same deer?" trust me, we know. First of all, most of the deer in our yard (and there are usually quite a few) come in groups. Roger is always alone. Those deer are skittish, constantly whipping around their heads and running off at the slightest noise. Roger seems to feel at home in our yard, taking his time, not seeming phased by anything. He even sometimes finds a shady spot in the bushes and lies down for a while.
Here's a few shots I took through our window a couple of weeks ago. Our back yard is not very deep. To give you perspective, Roger was maybe fifteen feet past our back deck in these pics.
Before you skeptics speak up and say "How do you know it's the same deer?" trust me, we know. First of all, most of the deer in our yard (and there are usually quite a few) come in groups. Roger is always alone. Those deer are skittish, constantly whipping around their heads and running off at the slightest noise. Roger seems to feel at home in our yard, taking his time, not seeming phased by anything. He even sometimes finds a shady spot in the bushes and lies down for a while.
Here's a few shots I took through our window a couple of weeks ago. Our back yard is not very deep. To give you perspective, Roger was maybe fifteen feet past our back deck in these pics.
Last weekend, we had an exterminator come out to check on some stuff. Even though the man was outside checking vole bait boxes, Roger just stood there, maybe twenty feet away from him, staring at him. Tuesday night, Jason and I watched Roger while we cleaned up the kitchen after dinner. We watched him graze in the back yard for a while, then followed him as he walked around to the front yard by going from window to window. If he looked up at us, we didn't stand still or hide -- we waved at him and said "Hey, Roger!"
What? He's our buddy!
Thursday, July 25, 2013
YM1 Shower
Last Sunday, my friend Jenelle and other members of my Sunday School class threw us a shower. My mom came into town for the shower as well. Thanks to Brandi for taking pictures during the shower and to Jeannie for letting us use her lovely home.
Food and Games
We feasted on all kinds of yummy food, including an absolutely delicious chocolate cake (I loved the message on the cake, too!). We alternated eating and opening gifts with playing games, like guessing how many baby items were in a jar (see below), completing nursery rhymes, and answering pop culture baby questions (like naming the Huxtable children from "The Cosby Show").
Opening Gifts:
Since nearly every lady there has had a child in the past year or is currently pregnant, I got lots of very practical gifts. I also got some beautiful homemade gifts. They're quite the talented bunch!
The Guests:
The middle of July is a hard time to have a shower because so many people are out of town/on vacation. We were a small group, but I had a good time being able to talk to each of those ladies (they have lots of advice to give!).
Food and Games
We feasted on all kinds of yummy food, including an absolutely delicious chocolate cake (I loved the message on the cake, too!). We alternated eating and opening gifts with playing games, like guessing how many baby items were in a jar (see below), completing nursery rhymes, and answering pop culture baby questions (like naming the Huxtable children from "The Cosby Show").
Opening Gifts:
Since nearly every lady there has had a child in the past year or is currently pregnant, I got lots of very practical gifts. I also got some beautiful homemade gifts. They're quite the talented bunch!
Leaiana showing me the pictures she had drawn in her card. |
My amazing diaper cake |
The Guests:
The middle of July is a hard time to have a shower because so many people are out of town/on vacation. We were a small group, but I had a good time being able to talk to each of those ladies (they have lots of advice to give!).
Caitlin and Liz |
Liz's son, Graham |
The fellow "preggies," Shannon, Megan, and Kristen |
Mom, me, Jenelle, Leiana, Shannon |
Belly shot: Megan (due in August), Kristen (due in October), Shannon (due in December), and Megan (due in February) |
Wednesday, July 24, 2013
36 Weeks
At 36 weeks, I'm now in the weekly doctor's appointments, so I'm going to try to do weekly belly photos as well. Here's a few Jason took before my baby shower on Sunday:
No major developments have occurred since my post last week, so I won't go through all the "what size is the baby," and "how am I sleeping" details. Here's a little of what we've got going on.
Since last weekend was one of our last showers, we've now transitioned into the "What do we need to buy before the baby comes?" part of the pregnancy. There's not too much on the list, just a few large things (like the glider for the nursery) and a few small things (like mittens to make sure he doesn't scratch his precious little face).
I've started packing our hospital bags. Boy, that makes it all pretty real!
While I still refuse to go to any classes, I'm taking advantage of SAS's classes (say that 3 times fast) that are on DVD and getting my learn on from the privacy of my own house. It's much easier to stop for bathroom/snack breaks or take a reprieve when I get horrified when I'm all by myself!
We really are making some progress on the names. We made it through the rest of the alphabet on Jason's baby app Monday night, and we narrowed and narrowed and we're down to less than 10 names. No clear winner yet, but we've got a pretty set deadline (aka, leaving the hospital after he's born!), so I'm sure we'll come to a conclusion some time soon. And no, we will NOT name our son the same name that Will and Kate choose!
Mom came and stayed with us Sunday night. We talked through the logistics of making the "we're in labor" call to her and Daddy and what the first few weeks after Lilhimself arrives will look like. For those who don't know, my awesome mom has agreed to stay with us the first week to help with the transition into parenthood. Jason also gets paternity leave, which I can't thank SAS enough for! I couldn't imagine being on my own with the baby right away!
Tuesday, July 23, 2013
My Thoughts on the State Budget
Yes, this is going to be a *gasp* political opinion post. This is a big deal for me because I am not a big political person. I don't take one side and blame the opposing political party for all the world's problems. I do not post on Facebook my political opinions or try to persuade people to vote for a certain candidate. What could possibly persuade me to write a political post then? Oh, nothing much, just the NC General Assembly trying to destroy my profession. Honestly, I doubt any of you will make it through the whole post. If you're not a teacher or you do not have children in school, much of this doesn't directly affect you. However, I have a lot on my mind and this is a way for me to air some of those opinions.
If you haven't heard the news:
Watch here
Teachers' responses
NCAE's (NC Association of Educators) Response
Comments from the Public
The newly proposed NC budget wants to change several things about education.
1. Cut teaching assistant positions
2. Remove teacher tenure and give merit-based raises
3. Create "opportunity scholarships"
4. Provides 5 bonus days for employees
1. Cut teaching assistant positions
I don't have much to say about this one since teaching assistants are primarily found in elementary schools. I know that class sizes are steadily increasing and that TAs can help a teacher give individualized education to each student and quickly identify holes in a student's comprehension. I know that losing TAs in the lower grades is going to worsen the reading and math deficiencies I already see in my own students.
2. Remove teacher tenure and give merit-based raises
First, a few facts.
I am about to start my third year of teaching. The first three years of the teaching profession are called probationary. This means that each year, I am on a one-year contract and that my school (based on my performance or job availability) has to ask me back each year. Each of these years, I am evaluated by a team of people (the assistant principal in charge of the science department, peers (usually my department chair or a senior member of the sci dept), and my mentor teacher). Last year, I'd estimate that I was formally observed about ten times. During these observations, they evaluate my performance based on five standards of teaching. This year, they added a sixth standard which is based on my students' performance on a state exam called the Measures of Student Learning (MSLs). During my fourth year of teaching, I will go through the same evaluation process, but with the principal of the school. If I reach a certain level on the evaluation tool, I will receive tenure.
The term "tenure" gets thrown around a lot, so I looked up exactly what it means. According to the Professional Educators of NC, a tenured teacher (or a "career teacher" as it actually shows up in our paperwork) can only be discharged under certain conditions. Many people outside of education consider tenured teachers the ones that prop their feet up on their desks and let students goof off or sleep all day. Why do they care? They've got job security for life. This isn't a true picture though, because tenured teachers can still be fired for inadequate performance, immorality, insubordination, neglect of duty, or a decrease in the number of teaching positions available in a school district.
I made the mistake of reading the public comments on wral.com (the last link I provided above). Many people talk about how they support getting rid of tenure because teachers receive this raise (tenure) simply for being present for four years. They say that in the "real world," people have to earn their raises. Dear "real world," teachers have not received a raise in years. We haven't even received a cost-of-living raise that most employees receive every year.
The state also wants to get rid of pay incentives for people with masters/doctorate degrees or national board certification. Now, I was in grad school with some people that I really worried about becoming teachers, so I am not saying that a higher degree makes a better teacher. I have also heard stories about teachers "planting" questions/comments for their students to make while they are filming their classes for board certifications. I am not saying that 100% of us are quality teachers out there. However, what does it say about our state's view of education when they see no benefit in rewarding or motivating their teachers to further their own educations?
I'm about to ruffle some fellow teachers' feathers, but I'm not outraged about the loss of tenure. Well, let me say that differently. In comparison to how outraged I am about OTHER parts of the state budget, I don't have enough energy to be AS outraged about the loss of tenure. The second part of this (the merit-based raises) is what gets me.
This new merit-based raise sounds like a good idea until you start thinking about logistics. First of all, it is based on student achievement. This is like a customer service rep receiving pay raises based on customer satisfaction when they call. If you get an irate customer, you get no raise. It doesn't matter that the customer was already irate when they called you and that you actually calmed them down quite a bit. If they're not singing your company's praises at the end of the call, you're a failure. It's not really evaluating how good of a job you're doing, but how good of a job the people you interact with are doing.
My primary role as an educator is to make sure my students know more about science by their final exams than they did when they walked into my class on the first day of the semester. I believe that teachers who can effectively do this should receive monetary compensation for this achievement. However, there are some issues with HOW they are measuring our achievement. The state is currently measuring this with a new state exam, the MSL. Teachers are not allowed to administer their own exams to their own students because the state suspects we may "help" our students get the right answers. I'd be worried about this, too, if I was paying my employees based on how their students score on this one test! While I was not allowed to see the test (and learn what the state actually wanted my students to know), I did get to see the released practice questions from the state. They were horrible! Several of them were vaguely worded where multiple answers seemed logical (it's bad when teachers get together and can't discern what the "correct" answer is!) and several where the "correct" answer wasn't correct at all!
An actual sample question: What river basin do you live in?
A. Nile River
B. Amazon River
C. Mississippi River
D. Yellow River
What answer did you choose? Well, even if you don't know much about river basins, you probably chose C, Mississippi River. According to the state, you would be correct! Hate to burst your bubble, though, but you're wrong. We live east of the Appalachian Mountains, so our rivers flow into the Atlantic Ocean, not the Mississippi River. What's my point? My point is that the state is going to base my pay on how well my students perform on a severely-flawed test.
My second point is that student demographics are not part of the consideration at all. There were no special accommodations on the test for my students who speak little to no English or those that usually receive modifications due to their special needs. There was no box for me to check saying that the student went into the exam with a 30 average in the class because he/she has over 40 absences (so they missed the majority of my instruction). There was no place to put comments about the student who was retaking Earth Science for the third time because they hate school and put in no effort all semester because they are counting down the days until they can legally drop out. These students' results just show the state that I'm a lousy teacher...
When I was in high school, I did have a pretty lousy teacher. True, she was dealing with a lot of health problems and we had a sub for much of the semester. That said, I was a good enough student that I went home at night and taught myself from the textbook. That way, I could still perform well on the tests even though we hadn't really been taught the material. This past semester, I heard about a similar thing at my own school where students, worried about the upcoming MSL, asked another teacher for her study guides because they felt unprepared by their own teacher. They actually got together in study groups the week before the exam and taught themselves the material because they were scared about doing poorly on their exams. So, would this teacher have received a raise because his/her students were successful on the test?
3. Create "opportunity scholarships"
The state wants to allocate $10 million for low-income families to send their children to private schools instead of free public schools. Senator Neal Hunt said, "We're taking folks that couldn't afford to go to a private school, giving them the opportunity to get out of a public school that's maybe not performing well."
Every student deserves a quality education. I also fully understand that there are some subpar schools in North Carolina where students may not be receiving a quality education. However, I have major problems with taking state funding and giving it to private schools, especially when public education is so underfunded. That is not the solution. Jason and I are both pro public education, but I thought he made a really good point today: "We can't afford to send our own kid to private school, so why am I paying to send another person's kid?"
I also know that not all private schools are created equally. When I was looking to enter the teaching profession, Wake County required that I have a teaching license (no more lateral entry for them). Several private schools I looked into had no problem with my lack of education experience. My brother-in-law went to a private school where some of his teachers had no experience in the subjects they were teaching. Private schools are not going to fix our lack of educated youth in this state, and devoting $10 million of the budget seems ridiculous to me. According to one website, the average salary for Teaching Assistants in Raleigh (one of the highest-paid areas in NC) is a little over $20,000. That $10 million could pay 500 teaching assistants' salaries.
4. Provides 5 bonus days for employees
A few words (really, I AM capable of being succinct... sometimes) about the 5 extra vacation days. Dear General Assembly, thanks (I guess) for this little bone you're throwing us. However, we're not allowed to take vacation days on normal school days. We're only allowed to take vacation days on teacher workdays when we're required to work, but students are not at school. What message does this send us? Wouldn't you prefer for us to take advantage of our workdays and, I don't know, WORK?
I can't speak for all teachers, but I'd rather be given a check for an extra week's pay than the five vacation days. That way, I could use that money to go out and buy my own school supplies and pencil and paper for my students who can't afford their own school supplies. But wait, you probably didn't know we did that, did you, NC General Assembly? Yep, you're taking away all our pay incentives, cutting our jobs, paying us some of the lowest salaries in the country, and we turn back around and buy supplies for our classes with that money.
But I thought all teachers only put in effort until they get tenure, waste away the day from bell to bell, and then drive home to their mansions? Is that not what happens?
If you haven't heard the news:
Watch here
Teachers' responses
NCAE's (NC Association of Educators) Response
Comments from the Public
The newly proposed NC budget wants to change several things about education.
1. Cut teaching assistant positions
2. Remove teacher tenure and give merit-based raises
3. Create "opportunity scholarships"
4. Provides 5 bonus days for employees
1. Cut teaching assistant positions
I don't have much to say about this one since teaching assistants are primarily found in elementary schools. I know that class sizes are steadily increasing and that TAs can help a teacher give individualized education to each student and quickly identify holes in a student's comprehension. I know that losing TAs in the lower grades is going to worsen the reading and math deficiencies I already see in my own students.
2. Remove teacher tenure and give merit-based raises
First, a few facts.
I am about to start my third year of teaching. The first three years of the teaching profession are called probationary. This means that each year, I am on a one-year contract and that my school (based on my performance or job availability) has to ask me back each year. Each of these years, I am evaluated by a team of people (the assistant principal in charge of the science department, peers (usually my department chair or a senior member of the sci dept), and my mentor teacher). Last year, I'd estimate that I was formally observed about ten times. During these observations, they evaluate my performance based on five standards of teaching. This year, they added a sixth standard which is based on my students' performance on a state exam called the Measures of Student Learning (MSLs). During my fourth year of teaching, I will go through the same evaluation process, but with the principal of the school. If I reach a certain level on the evaluation tool, I will receive tenure.
The term "tenure" gets thrown around a lot, so I looked up exactly what it means. According to the Professional Educators of NC, a tenured teacher (or a "career teacher" as it actually shows up in our paperwork) can only be discharged under certain conditions. Many people outside of education consider tenured teachers the ones that prop their feet up on their desks and let students goof off or sleep all day. Why do they care? They've got job security for life. This isn't a true picture though, because tenured teachers can still be fired for inadequate performance, immorality, insubordination, neglect of duty, or a decrease in the number of teaching positions available in a school district.
I made the mistake of reading the public comments on wral.com (the last link I provided above). Many people talk about how they support getting rid of tenure because teachers receive this raise (tenure) simply for being present for four years. They say that in the "real world," people have to earn their raises. Dear "real world," teachers have not received a raise in years. We haven't even received a cost-of-living raise that most employees receive every year.
The state also wants to get rid of pay incentives for people with masters/doctorate degrees or national board certification. Now, I was in grad school with some people that I really worried about becoming teachers, so I am not saying that a higher degree makes a better teacher. I have also heard stories about teachers "planting" questions/comments for their students to make while they are filming their classes for board certifications. I am not saying that 100% of us are quality teachers out there. However, what does it say about our state's view of education when they see no benefit in rewarding or motivating their teachers to further their own educations?
I'm about to ruffle some fellow teachers' feathers, but I'm not outraged about the loss of tenure. Well, let me say that differently. In comparison to how outraged I am about OTHER parts of the state budget, I don't have enough energy to be AS outraged about the loss of tenure. The second part of this (the merit-based raises) is what gets me.
This new merit-based raise sounds like a good idea until you start thinking about logistics. First of all, it is based on student achievement. This is like a customer service rep receiving pay raises based on customer satisfaction when they call. If you get an irate customer, you get no raise. It doesn't matter that the customer was already irate when they called you and that you actually calmed them down quite a bit. If they're not singing your company's praises at the end of the call, you're a failure. It's not really evaluating how good of a job you're doing, but how good of a job the people you interact with are doing.
My primary role as an educator is to make sure my students know more about science by their final exams than they did when they walked into my class on the first day of the semester. I believe that teachers who can effectively do this should receive monetary compensation for this achievement. However, there are some issues with HOW they are measuring our achievement. The state is currently measuring this with a new state exam, the MSL. Teachers are not allowed to administer their own exams to their own students because the state suspects we may "help" our students get the right answers. I'd be worried about this, too, if I was paying my employees based on how their students score on this one test! While I was not allowed to see the test (and learn what the state actually wanted my students to know), I did get to see the released practice questions from the state. They were horrible! Several of them were vaguely worded where multiple answers seemed logical (it's bad when teachers get together and can't discern what the "correct" answer is!) and several where the "correct" answer wasn't correct at all!
An actual sample question: What river basin do you live in?
A. Nile River
B. Amazon River
C. Mississippi River
D. Yellow River
What answer did you choose? Well, even if you don't know much about river basins, you probably chose C, Mississippi River. According to the state, you would be correct! Hate to burst your bubble, though, but you're wrong. We live east of the Appalachian Mountains, so our rivers flow into the Atlantic Ocean, not the Mississippi River. What's my point? My point is that the state is going to base my pay on how well my students perform on a severely-flawed test.
My second point is that student demographics are not part of the consideration at all. There were no special accommodations on the test for my students who speak little to no English or those that usually receive modifications due to their special needs. There was no box for me to check saying that the student went into the exam with a 30 average in the class because he/she has over 40 absences (so they missed the majority of my instruction). There was no place to put comments about the student who was retaking Earth Science for the third time because they hate school and put in no effort all semester because they are counting down the days until they can legally drop out. These students' results just show the state that I'm a lousy teacher...
When I was in high school, I did have a pretty lousy teacher. True, she was dealing with a lot of health problems and we had a sub for much of the semester. That said, I was a good enough student that I went home at night and taught myself from the textbook. That way, I could still perform well on the tests even though we hadn't really been taught the material. This past semester, I heard about a similar thing at my own school where students, worried about the upcoming MSL, asked another teacher for her study guides because they felt unprepared by their own teacher. They actually got together in study groups the week before the exam and taught themselves the material because they were scared about doing poorly on their exams. So, would this teacher have received a raise because his/her students were successful on the test?
3. Create "opportunity scholarships"
The state wants to allocate $10 million for low-income families to send their children to private schools instead of free public schools. Senator Neal Hunt said, "We're taking folks that couldn't afford to go to a private school, giving them the opportunity to get out of a public school that's maybe not performing well."
Every student deserves a quality education. I also fully understand that there are some subpar schools in North Carolina where students may not be receiving a quality education. However, I have major problems with taking state funding and giving it to private schools, especially when public education is so underfunded. That is not the solution. Jason and I are both pro public education, but I thought he made a really good point today: "We can't afford to send our own kid to private school, so why am I paying to send another person's kid?"
I also know that not all private schools are created equally. When I was looking to enter the teaching profession, Wake County required that I have a teaching license (no more lateral entry for them). Several private schools I looked into had no problem with my lack of education experience. My brother-in-law went to a private school where some of his teachers had no experience in the subjects they were teaching. Private schools are not going to fix our lack of educated youth in this state, and devoting $10 million of the budget seems ridiculous to me. According to one website, the average salary for Teaching Assistants in Raleigh (one of the highest-paid areas in NC) is a little over $20,000. That $10 million could pay 500 teaching assistants' salaries.
4. Provides 5 bonus days for employees
A few words (really, I AM capable of being succinct... sometimes) about the 5 extra vacation days. Dear General Assembly, thanks (I guess) for this little bone you're throwing us. However, we're not allowed to take vacation days on normal school days. We're only allowed to take vacation days on teacher workdays when we're required to work, but students are not at school. What message does this send us? Wouldn't you prefer for us to take advantage of our workdays and, I don't know, WORK?
I can't speak for all teachers, but I'd rather be given a check for an extra week's pay than the five vacation days. That way, I could use that money to go out and buy my own school supplies and pencil and paper for my students who can't afford their own school supplies. But wait, you probably didn't know we did that, did you, NC General Assembly? Yep, you're taking away all our pay incentives, cutting our jobs, paying us some of the lowest salaries in the country, and we turn back around and buy supplies for our classes with that money.
But I thought all teachers only put in effort until they get tenure, waste away the day from bell to bell, and then drive home to their mansions? Is that not what happens?
Friday, July 19, 2013
One Month to Go
My due date is a month from tomorrow. Let that soak in a bit. One month. Only a few short weeks until we get to meet our little one and our lives as we know it change forever. It's getting real, folks. We're already in the weekly appointments, pack your bags, could go at any time phase of pregnancy. Whoa.
Here's a trip through memory lane, including the days when I still had a waist.
Here's a trip through memory lane, including the days when I still had a waist.
Announcing to family:
Announcing to the world:
17 Weeks:
The real beginning of seeing the bump...
20 Weeks:
Finding out Baby Itself was really Lil Himself
Finding out Baby Itself was really Lil Himself
24 Weeks:
Hello, maternity shirts
Hello, maternity shirts
29 Weeks:
Beginning of baby showers
Beginning of baby showers
33 Weeks:
Large and in charge
Large and in charge
We're trying to soak up every last minute of pregnancy. Aside from the pulled muscle, I've been (as a former coworker put it) "one of those annoying, happy pregnant people." I've loved pregnancy. I'm excited to begin our journey with our lil fellow, but I'm in no rush to meet him! Stay in there just a little bit longer, Mama's not ready yet!
Tuesday, July 16, 2013
33-35 Weeks
Sorry, sorry, life caught up with the Selfs and we've been horrible about taking/posting belly pics. Here's pictures from our 4th of July trip to NC State (talk about a hot and sweaty day!). I was about 33.5 weeks at the time of the picture. I'm 35 weeks today, but I don't think anything has drastically changed bellywise, so it gives you a good idea.
How far along? 35 weeks
Baby size? According to babycenter.com, he's over 18" and 5lbs. For those who like to refer to my baby as a fruit or veggie, he's honeydew melon-sized.
Maternity clothes? It's hard to believe (especially after reading my last real update at 24 weeks), but I've actually outgrown a lot of my maternity tops. I can still get away with wearing some of them if I put a long camisole underneath. If I'm just hanging around the house all day, I'm usually in cotton shorts or capris (not maternity, just roomy) and a tank top.
Sleep? I usually take a nap during the day. I'd like to blame this on pregnancy, but honestly, I've been doing this since I started having summers free back in 2010. I have to surround myself with a fort of couch pillows (as in, 4-5) to get really comfy. I'm still able to sleep pretty soundly most nights, though I had a bought of insomnia a little while back. Maybe the 2-hour nap earlier that afternoon was to blame...
Best Moment this Week? It's the quiet moments now that I like so much, like when Jason talks to the baby about ridiculous stuff or sits on the couch with his hands on my belly "playing" with the baby. Priceless.
Miss Anything? Being able to pick up objects off the floor, shave my legs, and paint my toes without extreme difficulty.
Movement? When is he NOT moving? This child is active from 5am to 10pm! He gets particularly active after I eat food or drink ice water (which is all the time). With the exception of the occasional painful jab, each movement is as exciting as they were a month ago when I first really started feeling him kick.
Food Cravings? Maybe it's pregnancy cravings, maybe it's being warm all the time, or maybe it's because it's summer, but I've been devouring fruit left and right. The biggest surprise has been liking grapefruit, something I always considered too sour/bitter to like pre-baby. I've also been keeping cool in the afternoons with good old freezy pops.
Anything Making me Queasy/Sick? Does thinking about delivery and taking care of a newborn count?
Gender? Still boy
Symptoms? Depending on his position, I can get pretty uncomfortable on the couch these days. This seems to get better once I sit on the floor and do some stretches. Certain seats (like the ones at the doctor's office, ironically) can make my back hurt. I make a LOT more bathroom trips, including going before we leave the house and then sometimes having to go again once we reach our destination. I've still been really lucky when it comes to other "typical" pregnancy things like heartburn and swelling. *knocks on wood*
Wedding Rings On/Off? I took them off on Sunday. I could still wear them, but it was getting a little tight, and I knew I'd have to take them off when I got to the hospital anyway.
Mood? Getting a wee bit petrified about the delivery and anxious about the whole motherhood thing. I spent a few hours researching last week and I've got some DVDs from SAS to watch. I'm in that weird situation where I know so little that I research, but once I find out certain things, I wish I didn't know. I just keep telling myself that countless women have done this before me and lived to tell about it....
Looking Forward To? Finishing up the nursery, my next-to-last baby shower this weekend (the last one is at Jason's work), and milking every minute of my pre-baby summer
How far along? 35 weeks
Baby size? According to babycenter.com, he's over 18" and 5lbs. For those who like to refer to my baby as a fruit or veggie, he's honeydew melon-sized.
Maternity clothes? It's hard to believe (especially after reading my last real update at 24 weeks), but I've actually outgrown a lot of my maternity tops. I can still get away with wearing some of them if I put a long camisole underneath. If I'm just hanging around the house all day, I'm usually in cotton shorts or capris (not maternity, just roomy) and a tank top.
Sleep? I usually take a nap during the day. I'd like to blame this on pregnancy, but honestly, I've been doing this since I started having summers free back in 2010. I have to surround myself with a fort of couch pillows (as in, 4-5) to get really comfy. I'm still able to sleep pretty soundly most nights, though I had a bought of insomnia a little while back. Maybe the 2-hour nap earlier that afternoon was to blame...
Best Moment this Week? It's the quiet moments now that I like so much, like when Jason talks to the baby about ridiculous stuff or sits on the couch with his hands on my belly "playing" with the baby. Priceless.
Miss Anything? Being able to pick up objects off the floor, shave my legs, and paint my toes without extreme difficulty.
Movement? When is he NOT moving? This child is active from 5am to 10pm! He gets particularly active after I eat food or drink ice water (which is all the time). With the exception of the occasional painful jab, each movement is as exciting as they were a month ago when I first really started feeling him kick.
Food Cravings? Maybe it's pregnancy cravings, maybe it's being warm all the time, or maybe it's because it's summer, but I've been devouring fruit left and right. The biggest surprise has been liking grapefruit, something I always considered too sour/bitter to like pre-baby. I've also been keeping cool in the afternoons with good old freezy pops.
Anything Making me Queasy/Sick? Does thinking about delivery and taking care of a newborn count?
Gender? Still boy
Symptoms? Depending on his position, I can get pretty uncomfortable on the couch these days. This seems to get better once I sit on the floor and do some stretches. Certain seats (like the ones at the doctor's office, ironically) can make my back hurt. I make a LOT more bathroom trips, including going before we leave the house and then sometimes having to go again once we reach our destination. I've still been really lucky when it comes to other "typical" pregnancy things like heartburn and swelling. *knocks on wood*
Wedding Rings On/Off? I took them off on Sunday. I could still wear them, but it was getting a little tight, and I knew I'd have to take them off when I got to the hospital anyway.
Mood? Getting a wee bit petrified about the delivery and anxious about the whole motherhood thing. I spent a few hours researching last week and I've got some DVDs from SAS to watch. I'm in that weird situation where I know so little that I research, but once I find out certain things, I wish I didn't know. I just keep telling myself that countless women have done this before me and lived to tell about it....
Looking Forward To? Finishing up the nursery, my next-to-last baby shower this weekend (the last one is at Jason's work), and milking every minute of my pre-baby summer
Monday, July 15, 2013
Sharknado and Other Summer Entertainment
For some reason, summer seems to go hand-in-hand with horrible entertainment. My usual tv shows are on summer hiatus, so I find myself watching reality shows I wouldn't normally waste my time with in the spring. Deep, introspective novels sit dusty on my bookshelves while I stick my nose in fluffy, light reading at the beach or poolside. We fill up our Netflix queue filled with movies that didn't appeal enough to us to shell out $25 to see them in the theaters. While we're waiting for the next one to show up at our door, we also watch movies on tv or on Netflix's instant streaming.
Here are a few things we've seen recently. PS, no spoilers included.
The Expectation: I had really high hopes for this movie. First of all, Wizard of Oz is one of my all-time favorite movies. When in Wilmington earlier this summer, I decided to read Wicked, which is sort of the prequel to Wizard of Oz told from the Wicked Witch's POV (did NOT like that book, by the way!). Anyway, because I was reading it, I was really in the mood to see this prequel. Plus, I love Mila Kunis and Rachel Weisz.
The Result: Boy, was I disappointed. I'm just not sure who the target audience was. The movie was too campy to be meant for adults (really, Zach Braff as a flying monkey that I *think* was supposed to be a comedic character?) and too boring to be meant for kids. The characters felt one-sided, the plot written in fifteen minutes, and the cinematography lacking (Jason asked as one point if it was a film student's final project).
The Verdict: would not recommend and would not watch again
Here are a few things we've seen recently. PS, no spoilers included.
Oz, the Great and Powerful (2013):
The Premise: A small-time magician is swept away to an enchanted land and is forced into a power struggle between three witches (from IMDB). Basically, the story of how a man from Kansas became the Wizard of Oz.
The Result: Boy, was I disappointed. I'm just not sure who the target audience was. The movie was too campy to be meant for adults (really, Zach Braff as a flying monkey that I *think* was supposed to be a comedic character?) and too boring to be meant for kids. The characters felt one-sided, the plot written in fifteen minutes, and the cinematography lacking (Jason asked as one point if it was a film student's final project).
The Verdict: would not recommend and would not watch again
In Time (2011):
The Premise: In a future where people stop aging at 25, but are engineered to live only one more year, having the means to buy your way out of the situation is a shot at immortal youth. Here, Will Salas finds himself accused of murder and on the run with a hostage -- a connection that becomes an important part of the way against the system (from IMDB).
The Expectation: Lukewarm. It had sounded cool when it came out, and what 20-something doesn't have a soft spot for Justin Timberlake? Sure, it may suck big time, but at least I'll get to look at JT for two hours...
The Result: I was actually pretty impressed. It's a pretty original premise with a bit of a 1984/Brave New World vibe to it.
The Verdict: It's a fun "let's throw something on to watch" Friday night kind of movie. Not the world's best movie, but not a waste of time. I'm not running around recommending it to everyone I see, but I'd watch it again if it came on tv some time.
Sharknado (tv movie, 2013):
The Premise: A hurricane off the coast of California creates shark-filled water spouts (tornados) that terrorize the coast.
The Expectation: I have to admit, Jason and I occasionally watch SyFy movies that sound ludicrous and just sit back and mercilessly attack them. From bad acting to choppy editing to bogus special effects, we expect the movies to be horrible.
The Result: We got what we expected. It's hard to decide what we loved the most. There were the shots of the "hurricane" (PS, movie-makers, they're not called hurricanes on the west coast) pouring down rain and two seconds later the background was sunny and all the actors were dry. There was the driveway of a house with about three inches of rain and then all of a sudden the first-floor window burst in with a tidal wave of water and blood-thirsty sharks. There was the "science" of how to stop a tornado (I promised no spoilers, but I assure you, it was rich). Man, it was a bad movie.
The Verdict: If you watch "films" rather than "movies," don't waste your time. If your love language is sarcasm and you take great joy in picking apart bad movies with horrible editing and totally bogus plots, by all means, set the DVR and pop a bag of popcorn. It doesn't get much better (i.e. worse) than "Sharknado."
Friday, July 5, 2013
Jamesville Shower
Last weekend, Lilhimself and I traveled east for our Jamesville baby shower. Thanks to my aunt Tammy for taking pictures of the event for me.
Decorations and Food:
They went with a rubber duck theme. I've talked for years about having a duck-themed bathroom, so I'm guessing this is what inspired Mom to suggest it.
The food was AWESOME! I couldn't stop going back for seconds (and thirds...). I can't remember it all, but there were cheese puffs, fudge, salted pecans, haystacks, veggies and chips and their respective dips, meatballs, cocktail wienies, pimento cheese sandwiches, etc. In other words, all things yummy!
Is this not the cutest cake ever? A lady in Jamesville (Vicky McCombs) makes cakes as a hobby, and she does a fantastic job! It was so pretty, no one wanted to cut into it. Bonus: that meant that cake came home with us!
Opening Gifts:
Decorations and Food:
They went with a rubber duck theme. I've talked for years about having a duck-themed bathroom, so I'm guessing this is what inspired Mom to suggest it.
The centerpieces |
The food was AWESOME! I couldn't stop going back for seconds (and thirds...). I can't remember it all, but there were cheese puffs, fudge, salted pecans, haystacks, veggies and chips and their respective dips, meatballs, cocktail wienies, pimento cheese sandwiches, etc. In other words, all things yummy!
Is this not the cutest cake ever? A lady in Jamesville (Vicky McCombs) makes cakes as a hobby, and she does a fantastic job! It was so pretty, no one wanted to cut into it. Bonus: that meant that cake came home with us!
Opening Gifts:
The Guests:
Since I don't actually live in Jamesville anymore, we kept the guest list really small, mostly just church ladies, neighbors, and a few high school friends. Nothing compared to Kara's baby shower where 3/4 of the town showed up!
High school friends Micah and Jessica and their little girls |
Family photo: Aunt Tammy, Mama, me, Aunt Carol, Addison, and Kara |
Wednesday, July 3, 2013
Nebo Shower
Yes, this shower was over a month ago, but better late than never, right? Thanks to Jason's cousin Katherine for sending these pictures to me.
Food: Things were pretty simple for this shower, with cake, peanuts, a fruit platter, and some punch. I thought the cake was really cute. The balloons were done so well, I really thought they were real at first!
Gifts:
We got all kinds of cute stuff, and lots of gift cards which have already come in handy. It was also nice to have Jason there to open some presents while I sat back and watched!
Food: Things were pretty simple for this shower, with cake, peanuts, a fruit platter, and some punch. I thought the cake was really cute. The balloons were done so well, I really thought they were real at first!
Gifts:
We got all kinds of cute stuff, and lots of gift cards which have already come in handy. It was also nice to have Jason there to open some presents while I sat back and watched!
Jason's aunt Nancy pointing out that she DIDN'T use Carolina blue on the blanket |
a present from Jason's parents "since he's such a smarty pants" |
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